Inspired by a dry night in front of the fire

Turning a little desperate
Faking a small kiss
Hoping it's ok

Looking over her shoulder now
Happens every once in a whille
Making it a game

Smile and give an empty laugh
Seems ok, you are in fact
Going to make it out of here alive

Baby rant for the blog

This whole year I've put up with people who just bring me down. Just because we're not in a relationship doesn't mean you can't emotionally abuse someone. I've grown because of you but for that I thank myself. I've learnt to deal with your negativity and let myself flourish in spite of the cruelty you bestow upon me. I don't care if I'm being self centered; sometimes you need to be. In this case it's only you and me and I'm fighting this battle for myself. Whats at stake can be replaced though I admit I will be sad to see it end. Leaving at the end of the summer is the best and easiest excuse to not have to see you, to not have to put up with your unfair treatment. You didn't even have the decency to look me in the eye but I don't even care anymore. These are your issues you have to deal with, you can stop being so selfish 100% of the time. I was there for you, I listened. When I had problems, you'd mock me. People react differently to situations and you never saw the agony or hurt I was going through. You brush off my problems and see them as trivial and insignificant to yours. I do things differently, I kept my morals and my integrity and apparently that's rare in these modern times. You consider my decisions juvenile? I see them as mature and full of self respect. You say you don't judge? That's a lie. We all do, it's human nature. But the difference between the two of us, I accept people's decisions as their own, I let them be. I've grown to accept my own faults and try to work with them. "found the flow". I smile at you but one day you'll see not everyone is as forgiving. Good luck out there.

A little Friday blurb

Life is becoming very exciting. So many wonderful, new things are occurring and I couldn't be happier ! Even though high school is soon behind me, my experience has been unforgettable and I truly wouldn't change a thing! With summer approaching a whole wave of beginnings is upon us! The sun will be a constant reminder of all that we have to be thankful for now and in the future . A few more Fridays and the Elgin Park chapter of my life will have come to a close. I am ready to become a real person !